Yet afterwards I doubted whether driftwood has the right to say, "I win", when the tide throws it on the beach it seeks...
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
A song & Three pictures & snow
I opened my window to a snowy morning.. and I don't know how I started singing this song 'lakdi ki kathi..kathi ka ghoda.. stuck somewhere in the snow...'
I still think of the snow covered fruit orchards with bright colored birds hopping around and kids running down the terraced hill slope to mark their territory with footprints on the virgin snow. And supposedly these three pictures say:
I am still smiling inwardly at the imagery of the song while sipping my mug of coffee by the window gazing at the snow outside and thinking of the blissful time :)
I still think of the snow covered fruit orchards with bright colored birds hopping around and kids running down the terraced hill slope to mark their territory with footprints on the virgin snow. And supposedly these three pictures say:
'sabzi mandi main barf padi thi.. bacho ko lag gayi thandi..'.
I only changed the ghoda to bacha.. since I had no picture of one.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Sunrise..
Sunrise.. Sunrise
How do you wake up the sleepy hills?
I bring them a warm golden halo with a perfect fit!
Sunrise.. Sunrise
How do you wake up the lazy leaves?
I bring them the dewy diadems with the perfect glow!
Sunrise.. Sunrise
How did you wake up the super lazy me today?
Ahh.. that only happens with a stroke of luck!
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Missing Yellow!

A bunch of fiery red geraniums..
A bowl of 'fiery' green chilies..
A palate of blue sky against the lofty hillls..
All I am missing is a little yellow!
I guess the above lines need a little improvisation. Since I am in Naini and I can't shake off the memories of my schooling days here, I decide to re-compose the above stanzas using the exact names of the colors that I learnt in my art lessons
A bunch of vermilion(not crimson) red geraniums..
A bowl of verdian green chilies shining in the sun..
A palate of cobalt blue sky
All I wanted is a chrome yellow!
Back in school, I hated the snobbery of having all these names for colors, and I never knew when I grew into the snob who liked to showoff by using these specific names for them. How pretentious!
So actually its not the 'yellow' that I am missing but the humility.
The Indian society is blessed with just too many people who think they know too much. They have an auto reflex to take to the pedestal and begin preaching any moment. The preachings encompass everything, right from your personal life, professional choices and the mass favorite social diktat.
Everyone has strong views on what is best for you regardless of what you might think. These people can be found everywhere, they are there on the television newspapers, going viral on social media and exactly where there is a little sun by the turn of the road waiting for you to come by.
A clash of ideas and choices is obvious since everyone has a different way of thinking, different backgrounds, and different life experiences. However sometimes it gets a little difficult to be all rational and ignore the rants and stand tall like the hills against the sun and the rain..
These are the times when you just have 'to peace out!'
I had to wait for the spring, but I did find my dash of yellow!
Monday, December 24, 2012
Its cold here!
When its really very cold, all you can find is a single sock, a single mitten and surprisingly not even a single woolen cap by yourself. After hunting around for a while you keep coming back to mismatched socks and mittens and no cap still. My mom and my sister vehemently vouch that it happens only with me but thankfully my younger brother can testify in my favor!
Then there comes a winter evening when suddenly you realize you have grown old, very old and oddly cold! You find yourself standing at your home balcony and waving goodbye to your brother as he heads off to his college. Your mind keeps thinking of all the goodbyes when he was young enough to be at home while you visited on college breaks and office leaves. Me, my mom, my sister and my brother all can agree this time, it is a different goodbye when the youngest in the family takes on to the road!
Wishing him good-luck and hoping to have our rendezvous again. God bless!
Then there comes a winter evening when suddenly you realize you have grown old, very old and oddly cold! You find yourself standing at your home balcony and waving goodbye to your brother as he heads off to his college. Your mind keeps thinking of all the goodbyes when he was young enough to be at home while you visited on college breaks and office leaves. Me, my mom, my sister and my brother all can agree this time, it is a different goodbye when the youngest in the family takes on to the road!
Wishing him good-luck and hoping to have our rendezvous again. God bless!
Friday, December 21, 2012
Homecoming
I slipped back into my life in India with an involuntary ease, neither the people around seemed to sense much change(yeh to jaise gayi thi waise hi dekh rahe hai..) nor I seemed slightly out of practice when I shouted at the taxi people outside the airport early in the morning for trying to point me to multiple taxis when my token clearly said 41.
Driving around Delhi on a Saturday morning at 6a.m. has its own charm. The sleeping city is slowly waking up, but there is no rush of the techie office crowds instead there are the regulars jostling around with chai, some nimbu-mirch threads, newspapers. The people who live on the small earnings of the day do not have the luxury of weekends.. As we drove to the hotel in Paharganj where my friends had managed to find the most posh hotel, I listened to the trials and struggles of a migrant taxi driver with IIT dreams for his kids studying in Kota. I at once assumed my old identity of a techie working in an Indian company and listened to his stories with a sympathetic ear. Luckily for the taxi driver, right at the hotel entrance there was an anxious father with a suited up son who was looking for a ride to the airport since the taxi they called didn't show up on time. My taxi driver was all happy, dropped my luggage inside, forgot about his earlier pitch for some extra chai-paani and gladly drove away!
Then it was the grand reunion, college friends, old flatmates from Kolkata, my sister. 7 girls can create a lot of noise especially if they meet after such a long time. The hotel people had no clue why girls kept dropping in at regular intervals in this weird Paharganj ghetto. From Paharganj to Comesum at the old Delhi railway station, we scared all the sleepy eyed Delhi places with our loud laughs and old reminiscences.
I was wide eyed all along, until my train lurched gently for the sleepy hills. And then I slept sound and deep until the train finally came to a halt. Waiting at the train station was my tall little brother coming to pick his two elder sisters. And that is the story of the homecoming.. to be continued later..
Driving around Delhi on a Saturday morning at 6a.m. has its own charm. The sleeping city is slowly waking up, but there is no rush of the techie office crowds instead there are the regulars jostling around with chai, some nimbu-mirch threads, newspapers. The people who live on the small earnings of the day do not have the luxury of weekends.. As we drove to the hotel in Paharganj where my friends had managed to find the most posh hotel, I listened to the trials and struggles of a migrant taxi driver with IIT dreams for his kids studying in Kota. I at once assumed my old identity of a techie working in an Indian company and listened to his stories with a sympathetic ear. Luckily for the taxi driver, right at the hotel entrance there was an anxious father with a suited up son who was looking for a ride to the airport since the taxi they called didn't show up on time. My taxi driver was all happy, dropped my luggage inside, forgot about his earlier pitch for some extra chai-paani and gladly drove away!
Then it was the grand reunion, college friends, old flatmates from Kolkata, my sister. 7 girls can create a lot of noise especially if they meet after such a long time. The hotel people had no clue why girls kept dropping in at regular intervals in this weird Paharganj ghetto. From Paharganj to Comesum at the old Delhi railway station, we scared all the sleepy eyed Delhi places with our loud laughs and old reminiscences.
I was wide eyed all along, until my train lurched gently for the sleepy hills. And then I slept sound and deep until the train finally came to a halt. Waiting at the train station was my tall little brother coming to pick his two elder sisters. And that is the story of the homecoming.. to be continued later..
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Bells
**********
The bells of St Mary's ring out far and wideTheir echo resounds from the lake and hillside
They call the young ones to work and play
They call us to duty, they call us to pray..
O Bells of St. Mary's we hear you repeating
The dear song of gladness of sweet memories.
You tell us of striving, of frank and fair dealing.
You sing to us of truth and love and victory.
In the school of St Mary's we spent happy times
We learnt the fine arts and the rhymes
In the church of St Mary's we find comfort and light
To fight a good fight and do what is right..
***********
Their echo resounds from the lake
and hillside…
We hear you repeating the dear
song of gladness, of sweet memories…
To fight a good fight and do what
is right.
For me these three lines encapsulate the entire 11 years (prep->10) of schooling- the town, the friends and the lessons of life. I believe that there are certain things in my life which always find a way in any conversation somehow. I can see it in the eyes of the people around me, they can see it coming- a story from Nainital, or my farm or my school! I appreciate how they patiently listen to the same story nth time and smile politely when ‘the memory bells begin chiming’.
I believe most people love the place they come from,
it’s a part of them in some way and stays with them wherever they go.
Alternatively it may not be your birth place but the place where you feel most
at home. I may be biased but I also believe that your school stays with you forever;
it is your first version of the outside world. In some ways we humans are like trees,
we might branch off far and wide but still be rooted in some way in some place,
in some school of thought.

The sound of bells reminds me
the morning prayers in the Naini temple resounding all over the hills. The
afternoon bells from the church, whispering grace. The
evening prayers on the Ganga- the Arti with the light lamps floating on the
river.
Perhaps bells may be the most powerful symbolism in
my life. They ring in my school, my hometown, my home and my relationship with
the god above.
Photo credit:sr
Photo credit:sr
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